Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Sunrise, Sunset



Do you remember when you were a kid, and the days seemed like they lasted forever? I remember summer days, growing up I would get up by 7 every morning, eat breakfast and hit the day running barefoot in the still wet with dew grass on my parents 7 acres. I remember jumping on our old tire swing and spinning until I was so dizzy, then jumping off the swing to see if I could walk a straight line. I would walk down to my favorite creek, pick out rocks to throw into said creek, then sit Indian style on the rock ledge looking over it. Then, one by one, tossing the rocks in to the water to hear the ever-so-satisfying "ker-plop" sound. I remember wearing myself out in time to go in for lunch, then pretend our house was one big ship. I was a housekeeper for the ship, and a good one at that. They let me eat snacks, wash my barbies in the sink and even lay down and watch TV on break. I didn't get much cleaning done, but always had fun pretending I was a very important employee of such a wonderful ship. On my off hours I would try on my sisters hoop skirt, tie my hair up and walk around the house fanning myself with one of my souvenir lace fans one of my relatives had picked up for me on vacation. I remembered how the days just went on and on. Eating watermelon on the back porch, slapping mosquitoes, looking at the sunset, planning out the next day. Falling asleep after a bath, in my freshly washed sheets itching my mosquito bites and the smell of Noxzema on my sunburn that my mom always applied.


Where does the time go? Now that I am older the days seem to end soon after they start. To make it worse, I go to bed with the song, Sunrise, Sunset, playing over and over in my mind. Especially now that schools back in session, it seems that once I pick the kids up from school it is time to get home, do homework, dinner, baths and then very little time to spend with them before bed! My children started school last week. My son already looks like he has grown since then. Is that possible? I want to hold on to this very moment in their childhood. Remember how every strand of hair lays on her forehead. Remember that exact giggle and every word to the knock knock joke that made him laugh so. The chocolate milk mustaches and belly laughs, toothpaste smiles and tiptoes down the hallway into our bedroom at 2 o'clock in the morning to climb into bed, and feel that sweet little arm around my waist. The have a good day, mom hugs just before going into the school-


Hold onto the memories...





Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Back To School




It's that time of year again...



I dread this time of year. Back to school. I don't want to let go of my babies. I always request the best teachers, do the pep talk with the kids, but the week school starts I catch it. Mommy insanity. I think of homeschooling, I don't want to turn my children over to the school system. I love our schools in this town, don't get me wrong. But I also don't like they see them more during the week then I do, and I get jealous of that. I don't want my babies there all day! How about half days people? Or, maybe I can pick them up after their mid-day snack? Not to mention one of my children have special needs, so I want to shelter her under my wing and never turn her lose to the outside world. How can I expect her to be independent when I can't let go?

I am the kind of mom that re-checks the seat belt. I follow my children at the park, so I won't be too far away in case something happens. Goes into public restrooms with them, and probably will until they are 18 because anything can happen. Carries the little bottles of hand sanitizer wherever I go. I have backup sanitizer too, just in case I run low. You have to be cautious people.

Supplies labeled? Check. Backpack ready? Check. Clothes hung and ready for wear? Check. Lunches packed? Check. Mommy holding on for dear life to her children's hands and never wants to let them go until they turn 45 and then they will be too dependent to ever be a contributing member of society because their mom wiped their mouths when they ate and cut up all their food into bite sized, non-chokeable pieces and babied them they were never aloud to step the house on their own all because one day their mom freaked out about them going back to school? Check.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

An Angel Gets Her Wings



A few posts back I spoke of a little girl that was fighting a heroic fight against cancer. Her body grew to weak and she went home to be with Jesus. Now she is running, laughing, dancing and singing and she doesn't have to be poked and prodded anymore. It almost feels selfish to mourn her passing so much. She was hurting, she was in so much pain. A child dying, what could be more sad. My daughter is very close to this child's age. It is all I can think about.


Please pray for her parents and all of the family. Thank Him also for your blessings, and hold on to them tight today. I know heaven has one more beautiful angel enjoying her wings today.




Monday, August 13, 2007

Bowl full of history





We found these doorknobs in a drawer in the laundry room not long after we moved in. These kind of doorknobs/plates are all throughout our home on every door you see. But there is something so beautiful about old, worn doorknobs. Paint deteriorating from years of use. My favorite is an old door plate that has many layers of old paint, it just has a beautiful look to it. So, one day-I grabbed a bowl, painted it a white, then a yellowy white on top of it to give it more of an aged look. I placed all of the little knobs and doorplates and latches in the bowl. Instant coffee table art! Well, it took 100 years to acheive!



Sunday, August 12, 2007

Thank you!




A big thank you to Susan Tuttle for doing my banner! What do you think? It is so lovely, I couldn't be more thrilled with it! Go visit her website and look at all the SCRUMPTIOUS banners she has! It was hard for me to decide! I hope you like it! She has an amazing blog too, go see her work-do it now!!!

Thanks, Susan! You're an angel!


Saturday, August 11, 2007

Live Every Moment As If...


This is a good time in my life to reflect on our blessings. We have had
many trials and tribulations in our lives, but we are so blessed. We are
praying tonight for a good friend, a little girl, who is fighting a strong
fight against cancer. Her body is growing weak and she is having difficulty against this horrible disease. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. Please also take time to reflect on your blessings. Hug each loved one that surrounds you tonight-and tell them that you love them.
I know this is deep for just testing the waters on blogging, but I had a friend tell me how theraputic blogging is. So thank you, friend-because I am already seeing that it is...

You Are Invited


As I work on this blog I feel as though I am preparing for a tea party. As I fix-up my new blogger home, knowing nothing about the blogging process. The rug keeps getting stuck in the vacuum and the water is in the kettle but the oven isn't on, and oh... I am out of tea bags! What am I doing?! I don't even know what friends will show up to this tea party! But... I can do this!

Please be patient with me as I learn out how to arrange my new Blogging Home. I am anxious to meet you all and sit, have tea, and get to know each other. I can accomplish this goal, and it will be FABULOUS!

Now, do you like your tea sweet or unsweetened?

Friday, August 10, 2007

I think I can, I think I can...

Hello! Look at me! I am starting a blog! I am accomplishing one of my goals! This is so exciting!

My dream for this blog is to journal our daily activities, trials, tribulations, celebrations, and just make an online diary of what goes on in our lovely household.

Any tips, hints, ideas any of you will share to help me with this process will be greatly appreciated. Look at me! I am in Blogger World! Yes, I am lost-but in this world nonetheless.

I think I can, I think I can...